I hate life. not my life, just the general term. there is no living without money. you cant eat, cant stay warm, and just cant survive. you cant get money without slavery. thats all that jobs are. minimum wage is a joke. a bunch of old fat egotistical men came up with each states minimum wage. they all got together, sat their fat butts around a table that cost more than a house, drinking coffee that cost more than a month of food simply because another fat old man said it was good, and calculated the very least amount of money it took a person to survive in any given area. subtracted a dollar or two an hour, and made it minimum wage. and thanks to all the stupid dirty and all around discusting illegal mexicans, every employer in the state can get away with only paying that much. and if you are lucky enough to get a job that you can survive off of, whats the point? nine hours a day, five days a week, to do mind numbing, dull, stupid repedative tasks that wouldnt make a difference if the world depended on it. for the rest of us that cannot survive with our crappy jobs, we rely on state assistance. with a huge, fat catch. you still have to get so much money a week to get your assistance. how stupid is that?! if i was making enough a week, i wouldnt need your assistance now would i?!?! if you dont make enough, they waste your time and gas to get to a class that serves no purpose, and require you to spend so many hours a week looking for a better job. hey guess what, if i could get a better job, i wouldnt have filed a claim. there are no jobs unless you have a degree, two years minimum experience, or are willing to work for that aweful minimum wage flipping greasy nasty fat dripping burgers for the already fat and nasty people of this world. all in all, i hate life.
on a happier note, i went into labor five weeks early. they were able to stop it with some pills, but those pills give me tremors and im still in loads of pain. so to sum up my night, i'm miserable and depressed. and alone. appearantly i drive people away. i have no friends and no life. and im making my husband's just as boring and sad. i've gone viral...
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no you've gone insane thats what. apparently i dont tell you how much i adore you enough, now do i? cause im pretty sure IIIII still love you a whole lot, and im your friend!!! whenever you wanna hang out or go do something you just have to call. im never doing anything in my dull existence, so lets be dull together!! and destin can come along whenever hes likes or is there :)
Me too, me, too!!! I love you and you should come hang out with us whenever you can. I need to come visit you more, too. You need to teach me how to play your wii. ;)
Hang in there girlie. You know that your whole family loves you! Remember who our father is and our lack of feeling/emotion expression genes.
Hey whaat is this all about? Just cause I don't say much don't mean I don't think it.
Janae, just remember regardless of what anyone else does the only important thing is how you act. And I am pretty sure you were taught the right things. If I had a magic wand I would make all of your (our) troubles go away, but then how would we ever learn anything. And how would we know what is good if we don't know the bad to compare it to. Try not to be too hard on others they are only people with problems of their own. Keep a smile up even if you don't really feel like it. Pretty soon you will be too busy to think about anything but that little boy. And I will be taking Tonya to school while you put up with my wifey. Have fun.
Aw hey don't be so down. See you have lots of family who care about you. What things do you need/like for baby Collan? I would like to take you up a little something if Andy and I ever get up there for a visit.
im not sure what else we need. destin's mom is throwing me a shower, and so is kaelynn, but we're registered at target and walmart if that helps. and destin wants plain black onsies. no one sells them tho...
Cause mom apparently thinks that going over what i learned in kennewick is more important than you. but *I* think more highly of you :D
yes that helps lots. Destin in a onesie?! Haha! post pics if you ever get one for him
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