Supercalifragilisticexpialadocious

Alysha and Tonya tell me myspace is outdated, and i should get one of these blogs. Like they're going to read it anyway. but at least i can write somewhere. Maybe it will be my new therapy. so i'll do 100 things about me.

1. i hate coconut.
2. and pineapple.
3. i make the best apple pie.
4. i'm pregnant with our first baby.
5. i'm terrified of being a parent.
6. but also extatic.
7. i have trouble getting out of bed before ten because of morning sickness. (that lasts all day)
8. i have to take pills to stop the vommitting.
9. i lost 15 pounds when i got pregnant.
10. i was pregnant at andy's and amy's wedding. (which is why i was crying at all the baby's there)
11. i havent smoked in five months.
12. im very proud of that fact.
13. i own a chihuahua.
14. she is my very best friend(besides my hubby)((and wheh she's not pooping on my floor))
15. i love cold cereal.
16. i strongly dislike humans.
17. i hate working for someone else
18. i just want to be a stay at home mom.
19. i got super excited about winning a carpet cleaner on ebay(just like mom's)
20. i hate mold.
21. and i have an amazing little sister willing to clean it up for me :)
22. i feel abandonded by my family.
23. i couldnt tell you 20 things about my brothers.
24. and that depresses me.
25. i love my sister jayme more than she could ever know,
26. but i know very little about who she is.
27. i wish i had the strength my mom and sisters have
28. but most always fall short.
29. i'm one of the very few people in this world that can say i love my mother in law.
30. she's stronger than anyone would ever believe to look at her.
31. she raised an amazing son who loves to spoil me.
32. i feel selfish when he spoils me.
33. i want nothing more than to grow old with destin
34. in the mountains with 10 gi-hugic dogs and my chihuahua
35. and our 1-4 kids.
36. i hope our baby is a boy, but really only care that he/she is healthy.
37. our kids are going to be geniuses.
38. by the time they're 9.
39. i hate soggy frosted mini wheats
40. i got into a lot of trouble before i was 20.
41. i sent a kid to jail for drunk driving.
42. i love candy bars
43. but havent been able to eat one since i got pregnant
44. i gave up mountain dew for the baby
45. it was my last addiction
46. our dog bowser poops as big as a small elephant.
47. our baby already has finger and toe nails.
48. i cant find a job in idaho falls
49. that also depresses me
50. i feel like im failing my family.
51. nobody makes me feel better about myself than destin
52. i love when he tells me im pretty
53. i love when he wakes up in the middle of the night to hold me for a while
54. i steal all the covers :)
55. i think oil tycoons should be robbed of all their money and thrown into the street for being lousy people
56. i disagree with my parents in politics,
57. and it drives mom nuts
58. i hate people that are stupid about their guns,
59. i love guns
60. i believe firmly in gun locks and safes.
61. when i get sick, i might as well be in a coma.
62. i hate being sick.
63. i faked needing glasses in gradeschool
64. i thought it would make me friends
65. i got teased worse.
66. i havent cut in three years.
67. and i never will again.
68. i think it left more scars on my family than it did me.
69. i'm sorry i hurt them
70. i'm sorry for a lot of things.
71. like not knowing my siblings.
72. i admire their talents
73. and disregard my own as incomparable
74. i love kittens
75. i loved laying outside in the summer with all the cats and dogs around me
76. i used to ride my bike eight miles a day
77. meisha saved me once.
78. i was going to jump in the canal, when she layed on my lap and wouldnt get off.
79. so i just cried.
80. i got in trouble for not being home to do my chores.
81. i want to see japan with my husband.
82. i hate the army.
83. they are all sissies.
84. i'm proud of my marine :)
85. the inlaws can argue, but our baby will be destin's mom's favorite. (he's the favorite child)
86. i miss my josi.
87. it depresses me that i never get to see her. (diogi misses her too)
88. i can feel the baby move sometimes
89. and it freaks me out
90. i love subway
91. the baby loves it too
92. i can make a sandwich to please anyone
93. i miss my family dearly.
94. i have finger toes
95. i love woodworking
96. i used to draw, but gave up.
97. i never felt it was good enough.
98. i love my husband more than anything
99. i fit perfectly into his arms
100. i'm clausterphobic